June 10, 2021
The Truth is Out: What You Missed
When filming a TV show a lot of things, unfortunately, do not make it on air so this tidbit is about what you all missed! Topic: Dice Game
Funny how we were the only couple to get something super intimate when all the couples could benefit from intimacy help we only have 8 weeks. The dice game was a great idea to help both of us loosen up. The sad part…well funny part, if my memory serves me,was the dice had “Lick, Kiss, Rub” on one side and “Nipple, Foot, Lip” on another. The dice kept rolling Lick Foot. I found this to be so funny that the same thing rolled maybe 4 or 5 times, to which I said ‘NO’. Other times it rolled’ rub nipple’which was way too revealing to show on TV, so I said no that. However, I did give kisses licked a lip or two, and gave a really great back run and a foot rub, oh and I did lick his nipple, lol. I remember even saying maybe we can play this game again when the cameras aren’t here. I got no response, but a ‘maybe’which never happen even when I asked later in the week. The most frustrating part of all was not only the ‘Lick Foot’ but my willingness to just be free and vulnerable. I know I have a difficult time living in the moment, but I was willing to give it a chance for a more intimate time, which just never happened. Do I regret not ‘Licking’ various places? Not at all, some places were not meant to be shown on TV but I did lick, touch, rub a number of other places that just did not make it to TV. Intimacy is not always physical, I wanted to connect with him in an intellectual way as well, which unfortunately I never received. His lack of effort has had an impact on where they are at this point in their marriage.
She expounds, “It’s challenging to open up to someone who hasn’t opened up to you. Nor can I be vulnerable with someone who has not been vulnerable to me. I have found it so difficult to grow sexually when he isn’t trying to help me do that. I want to be more vulnerable with him, but it’s hard when it feels I’m doing all the work by myself.” Quote from my chat with (RealiTVwithBee) here is the full article https://realitvwithbee.com/2019/08/married-at-first-sights-iris-caldwell-shares-her-lens-on-sexual-maturity-in-part-one-of-this-exclusive-interview/